When Everything Seems to be Negative, Who Should Take Part of Being Positive?

I really am being confused about what's going on here.

It's  full of negativity things. Hard thoughts.

But I know exactly that when something's unright, all things seem to fall apart, who should be positive then?

It's me. I suppose to be the one who stays positive when all the negativity's around.

I know, Allah as my protector, will help me go through these unfair things.

My God is the best helper, you know. :)

No matter how unfair someone is, I can't hate that one.

I never hate people, take revenge on them, no, those things will just contaminate my heart.

But I do exactly know about one proverb which says, 'what you plant is what you harvest.'

If you do something good, good thing will come to you. So do badness, then.

I know that Allah is really fair. And Allah loves me.

So, If you do something bad to me, easy, I won't do the same to you.

But Allah will repay you for what you did, you know.

That's just the way to keep justice for those who ask for it.

In my perspective, things which lose has its way of coming back to you in the end, if not always in the way we expect it before.

And though I can't hate you or do something bad to you, I'm not stupid either.

There WAS a time when I truly respected and tried to get your trust.

As you know, trusting people need a trust too on the doer.

But as time goes by, you show me many reasons not to trust you anymore and losing my respect to you.

Once I lose my respect, nothing you could do to return it.