Easy-Going Mind, Not Easy Life.

Today, Sushi Miya8i, around 12.00 pm.
Salah satu teman saya berkata, "Fida kayaknya hidupnya yang paling enteng, ga pernah galau-galau."
Once again, all I can do is just smiling.

They never know what happened. What makes me become like that.
Let's just say, I'm already too tired of complaining life.
There was a time when I did that, years ago.
Not to mention about litre of tears I've wasted.
But I know that I did that in vain. Nothing's gonna change, in my case.
So I know that what I am supposed to do is stay strong, stand tall, and face it. No matter how hurt the truth is, how hard life is.
I found that life is not just waiting for the storm to pass, but I have a better idea by learning how to dance in the rain.
Life would never be easy. I know it exactly.
Difficulty will always happen, to the poor and the rich, to the strong and the weak, to every kinda people in the world. It just keeps changing shape.
But it goes back to our own perspective about life and about how smart we are to solve our own problems.
Life is hard, I know it. But I won't make it harder.
I just believe that every dark night is followed by a light morning.

When Everything Seems to be Negative, Who Should Take Part of Being Positive?

I really am being confused about what's going on here.

It's  full of negativity things. Hard thoughts.

But I know exactly that when something's unright, all things seem to fall apart, who should be positive then?

It's me. I suppose to be the one who stays positive when all the negativity's around.

I know, Allah as my protector, will help me go through these unfair things.

My God is the best helper, you know. :)

No matter how unfair someone is, I can't hate that one.

I never hate people, take revenge on them, no, those things will just contaminate my heart.

But I do exactly know about one proverb which says, 'what you plant is what you harvest.'

If you do something good, good thing will come to you. So do badness, then.

I know that Allah is really fair. And Allah loves me.

So, If you do something bad to me, easy, I won't do the same to you.

But Allah will repay you for what you did, you know.

That's just the way to keep justice for those who ask for it.

In my perspective, things which lose has its way of coming back to you in the end, if not always in the way we expect it before.

And though I can't hate you or do something bad to you, I'm not stupid either.

There WAS a time when I truly respected and tried to get your trust.

As you know, trusting people need a trust too on the doer.

But as time goes by, you show me many reasons not to trust you anymore and losing my respect to you.

Once I lose my respect, nothing you could do to return it.

When All I Can Do Is Only Giving Smile :)

They told me to be independent,
But they didn't really know what independent is.
They told me to be able to take care of myself,
But they didn't know that I'm learning not only to be able to take care of myself, but also to take care of the people around me, especially my family when mom went to some places miles away for days or even weeks.
They told me that they are now bla.. bla.. bla..
But they didn't know that it's not only about themselves.
They told me what they have been through,
But they don't know what I've been trough.
Well, It's not time to explaining, don't wanna do it either.
All I can do is just smiling. :)